|
|
Thursday, September 18th, 2003
|
| Time: | 10:20 pm. |
| Mood: |  crushed. |
|
=(.. i wish u just sed turn around..
or i m just gunna keep walking =( ur decision now
|
| Time: | 8:33 pm. |
| Mood: | Shitty. |
|
Yes, or NO
Ugly?
Kind?
Quiet?
Loud?
Shy?
Weird?
Selfish?
Crazy?:
Cute?:
Pretty?:
Nice?
Mean?
Immature?
Rude?
Cool?
Brat?
Stupid?
Caring?
Mature?
A friend?
More than a friend?
Talkative?
Boring?
Beautiful?
Creative?
Smart?
A flirt?
Fun to hang out with?
A psycho?
Athletic?
Confusing?
Sweet?
Mood swings?
Attractive?
Annoying?
Funny?
Hyper?
Laid back?
Perfect?
**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**
1. What is my phone #?:
2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:
(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?:
5. Where did we meet?:
6. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
7. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
8. Describe me in 3-5 words:
9. If u could tell me one last thing what would it be?:
10. If u could ask me anything..what would it be?
**PERSONAL (OPPOSITE SEX ONLY)**
1. I am (one of) the people u know.
2. Would u like to kiss me?:
3. Do you want to be my bf/gf ?:
4.(a) Do u ever think about me off-line?:
(b) On a scale of 1-10 (10 being high), how much do you think of me each
day?:
5. a) Would you ever ask me out?:
b) Right now, what is the chance of that happening (in %):
6. a) Have you ever had a crush on me?:
b) Do you still?:
7. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my body?:
8. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my personality?:
9. Physically, what's my best feature?:
10. Mentally what is my best feature?:
|
|
Friday, September 5th, 2003
|
| Time: | 10:49 pm. |
| Mood: |  horny. |
|
well today was alright
went to school yeah yeah yeah.. met a few new ppl.. stole andrews necklace.. yup now i have his tie his watch and his necklace. ggoooo mee.. well jason drove me dawn and dani home from school cuz hes cool like that.. then we got to my house cashed my check oreder dominoes then tara and rich came.. went to the movies.. saw SWAT good movie.. colin farell oo soo hott and oo soo hott body.. then rich drove me and dani to BK.. then he left with tara.. then we saw nick and ashley and nick drove us to DQ where we finally got food...
it was a cool day.. me and dani went guy hunting for a lil bit..
tomorrow work till 3
yup yup yup.. =( i miss chris.. he went to college and hasn't called =(
|
|
Friday, August 29th, 2003
|
| Time: | 6:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  artistic. |
|
as the story goes, once upon a time
where silence is golden and shadows can speak
you feel distant and cold as the darkness takes over
theres nothing left in a world full of goodbyes
each friend is a foe and each promise is built on a lie
the plot takes over and you feel helpless
everyone is happy but why can't you be
you feel like an alien on ur own planet in ur own home
no on listens to the small voices with big ideas
the dollar bill hold more value then you ever will
as the ending comes closer you feel the rush of the blade
it digs deeper and deeper and you push on it
it cuts more and more as you slide it
it gets redder and redder as u feel it
but the razor gets too close and as for the story
...it ends
|
|
Thursday, August 28th, 2003
|
| Time: | 12:50 am. |
| Mood: | depressed. |
|
|
jus chyllen today
|
|
Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
|
|
|
have we ever hugged:
have we ever kissed:
have we ever danced with each other:
have you ever seen me cry:
have you seen me undressed:
have i ever offended you:
what do i usually look like when you see me:
do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
what advice would you give me, in general:
wanna make out:
is there a song that reminds you of me:
|
|
Monday, August 25th, 2003
|
|
|
well.. sunday.. i went to work.. stayed late.. went shopping..then to dani's.. blah blah blah sum stuff i don't want ppl knowing// and it turned out to be a GREAT night 1 of the best times this whole summer.. def. MmMm
today worked.. sooo tired.. WOW!! falling asleep at work..
tomorrow.. SLEEPING TILL NOON!! then idk
john came to drug fair yay haven't seen him
saw ashleys mom.. but she didn't see me or hear me
saw taras mom
saw alotta ppl!
|
|
Saturday, August 23rd, 2003
|
| Time: | 12:31 am. |
| Mood: |  content. |
|
dude...
it was a really good day
|
|
Sunday, August 17th, 2003
|
| Time: | 10:02 pm. |
| Mood: |  envious. | | Music: | jen's loud mouth talking to craig!. |
|
well.. watched charmed.. about to watch a walk to remember with ice cream and cry asking ourselves "why can't we have a guy like that" lol right jen
i'm not madd at jill fyi.. we are still friends.. shes cool as hell!!! lol.. just an fyi!
just mad at myself for thinking i like some1.. which was soo stupid.. i did like him a lil bit.. i guess i woulda went out with him.. but itd be hard when i think about other ppl!
and another fyi the other post i made about "not letting ne one meet ne guys i meet" yeah i was just kidding.. i was laughing as typing that.. def!
so just sittin here right now. tomorrow i got work.. i heard how u remind me today and immediataly told christa lol.. wow wut a song..
i m going.. call the cell tonight if u wanna talk!
|
| Time: | 5:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. |
|
well walked to bk then got sum movies and decided to watch em at my grandmothers house.. we all kinda feel asleep.. bored now.. i can't get in touch with like ne one..
i gotta go to work tomorrow.. 3-10 sucky hours and i dun wanna go.. GrRrRRrr
|
|
Thursday, August 7th, 2003
|
|
|
|
tonight was fun.. went to go see freaky friday.. well almost saw pirates of the caribean.. cuz they gave us wrong tix.. then we saw the right one.. they saw adam and 2 guys.. we chylled with that then went to rubys with them and christa!! FUN!!! adaam is calling me tomorrow to han gout!
|
|
|
|
oki me melsisa and dani are trying to get a baseball game going for tomorrow.. we need at least 10 ppl to come out and play.. so comment or call one of us if u wanna go play.. around noonish!
|
|
Saturday, August 2nd, 2003
|
| Time: | 11:17 pm. |
| Mood: | hyper like WOAH. |
|
|
does my hair look good half up half down?!
|
|
Saturday, July 26th, 2003
|
|
|
So many times I've tried to tell you
You just turn away
My life is changing so fast now
Leaves me lonely and afraid
Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try to understand
That it's love we're fighting for
Can't we try just a little more passion
Can't we try just a little less pride
I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside
Don't let our love fade away
No matter what people say
I need you more and more each day
I CAN'T FUCKIN DO THIS!!!! I JUST CAN'T!!! I KNOW PROBABLY I END UP WILL CAUSE I HAVE NO CHOICE!!! BUT GODDAMNIT WHY!!!!
i hate myself.. i really truly do.. i don't hate you or neone else.. just me.. don't feel bad.. and plz don't be mad at me.. and if you are mad then i'm sry once again.. but still my livejournal so i can type what i want...you just don't know how i feel.. or don't feel cuz i feel nothing
i can't stop myself from loving you, from caring, from wanting to talk to you.. it just doens't work that way!
|
|
|
Me: **asks dani questios**
Dani: "i don't know"
Me: "humor me"
Dani: **starts to tell a joke**!!
LMAO~!!!! not that kind of humor
|
|
Thursday, July 17th, 2003
|
| Time: | 8:38 am. |
| Mood: | complacent. |
|
|
i don't have time to deal with this shit ne more. why do i bother.. i m completly convinced no one cares ne way.. i think i m gunna give up on trying for the most part..everyone just turns out to be an asshole!! well heres to a probably crappy day!! call me pretty call me ugly.. wutev.. i don't give a shit ne more.. i m gunna end up dieing someday ne way.. lemme at least go out happy.. and i m soo done with this LIVEJOURNAL.. ne entries about how I feel are gunna be made private.. mebbe a few public ones about how my say went or something.. but for the most part its private.. more ppl don't give a shit then ppl who do.. so wutev i don't care..
|
|
Wednesday, July 16th, 2003
|
| Time: | 7:16 pm. |
| Mood: | ugly!. |
|
John called me and dani ugly =(!!! well he insinuated it... =/
i feel unpretty now!
|
|
|
join this community "weird_pix_r_us"
post ur wierd pix and have them rated!
|
| Time: | 2:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  happy. | | Music: | voices in my head saying u got work in a half hour!!. |
|
okay.. well heres the post everyone hates.. now just to be clear.. i m not writing this cuz i m sad or upset or depressed... in all honesty i m really happy right now..
well every since i was younger i always wanted to help ppl.. friends or foes.. or ppl i don't even know.. well i guess i m asking ppl to comment (ne one to comment) and tell me if i've helped you or not.. you can post actual events or just something about it.. i don't want ne thing saying yeah ur a good friend and u've helped.. i want evidence..
cuz this summer i've drifted away from 2 ppl i care ALOT about in this world.. i haven't seen them much at all and one of them i haven't seen at all.. and they helped me soo much during my freshman year.. and now i hardly talk to them. and it hurts to see it happen.. so b4 i drift away from everyone i just wanna make sure i was a good friend while i was here you know.. i always wanted to make my imprint in the world.. and i guess the best way is thro friends.. or ppl i don't even know.. so just lemme know.. and if i haven't helped.. lemme know that too.. i'll try to change.. this life is too short to hold grudges so if i've been mean or a bitch to you in the past i would like to say sorry.,. to everyone..
well theres my post.. thanks.. love ya all..
(plz comment)
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
xxbabijessxx's journal
... 
chipper.